I am till startled by how sweeping the Saturn conjunct Pluto has been/will be. I live with that conjunction plus Mars in my natal, and I still couldn’t conceive of how intense this one would be. Perhaps I’ve lived with it so long I couldn’t see clearly.
Like some sort of immunization, I’ve become accustom to the energy and failed to remember just how completely destructive it can be. Maybe I have learned to use it effectively, or hide from it, or just think of it as ‘normal’. I don’t know any more.
I just know I did not see how completely it would destroy our ‘normal’. Knew it would be bad, but devastating? I warned clients, I’ve written about it in Newsletters, and still I’m overwhelmed by the truth of the conjunction. The truth I saw, and reported, but failed to see the scope of it.
I literally could not conceive such complete destruction worldwide. The death, and the economic devastation. So much of it will be permanent.