I’ll admit I spend far too much time on the internet. A lot of it is research for my book and work, but I play as well. What with how algorithms work if you watch one reel or video about toxic masculinity you get flooded with thousands. Well, I’ve reached my tolerance on this topic, […]
The Consequence of Being Me
To make a long story short, I’d have to say that my life could be summed up in one word—Chaotic. There is just no other word that fits, and every other key word I might use stems from this one. Inside of me there has always been a battle trying to organize the chaos. Most […]
Introduction to Chaos to Peace
People have encouraged me to write a book for decades. I’ve had 100’s of ideas, but I never got around to it. I suppose life was just too chaotic to sit down and write, although I have journaled almost all of my life, so I found time somehow now didn’t I. But this project, well, […]
From Chaos to Peace
Dedication I dedicate this to all those who seek their own truth, and to those who need that truth to be seen and heard. I share this in the hope that it will not surprise anyone in the least, but if it does, try and forgive me. ~ Cait
Second Best [2007]
I’m not sure how to begin the year for my journal. I have a lot on my mind, and I’m busy [I usually am at the beginning of the year], so I should have lots to journal. But I don’t seem to be able to form a cogent thought. That drives me crazy. I like […]
Malefic Aspects & Karma
There has been a lot of debate over just the words used to describe the nature of certain aspects. When I first began, the aspects were called benefic or malefic, and then they were softened to harmonious and challenging. I must admit I could live with the later, but have too many times experienced and […]